Teen Suicide - doing all the things i used to do with people, part 2

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Stay in bed, sometimes turning to my right, until I close my eyes
This is not a song about sleep or death, it’s about something much smaller and
paler than that
I’m not going to show it to my friends
Cause when I came home I’d lost thirty something pounds
I didn’t leave my bed, I threw up in a bathroom in Baltimore
Before dancing with a girl I’ll probably never talk to again
We won’t be friends
And I won’t be nice to anyone because I don’t see why I should
I don’t see the point, I won’t get clean for the rest of my life
I won’t be nice