Young M.A - Open Scars

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No love lost\nIt was never love\nI lost sight\nFound God\nA more better love\nI ain’t never went soft\nI’m forever thug\nAnd you ain’t God\nSo you could never judge\nI had guys I called brothers\nLeave me in the storm\nThat’s why my heart still cold\nEven when it’s warm\nAll of a sudden they forget\nLike I ain’t put em on\nAnd never had to owe me shit\nI did it off the arm\nStill fighting demons\nDucking bullets\nPulling thorns\nIt’s funny how they still sleep\nLike I ain’t blowing horns\nThis female look like a male\nLike is something wrong\nNah still suck my dick bitch\nNothings wrong\nThis whole industry is rigged\nI don’t need awards\nI done things never did\nAnd still don’t get applaud\nLike I ain’t got W’s across the fucking board\nAnd my mom became the goat when I was fucking born\nAnd I’m only 5'7\nBut my gun is 5'2\nIt’s red lyfe till I die\nBut my jewelry sky blue\nI don’t need material shit\nMy aura could shine too\nBig motion\nPunching the clock till my times due\nAnd anything making me wealthy\nI’m doing it times 2\nBig healthy\nNo liquor\nJust water and lime juice\nNo more drugs\nSomething I put my spirit and mind to\nI feel like something is always missing\nNo matter how much I do\nHow much I succeed\nI always feel like it’s never 100%\nThat’s what makes me have that feeling\nThat is when I first experienced what death really is\nA part of you died with your brother?\nRight… bascially\nFor the past three years I let my fans down\nI lost faith and I couldn’t understand how\nI had to go and free my mind\nAnd let my hair down\nWithout the henny I see everything clear now\nIt’s something about the industry\nIt feel weird now\nIt’s like the music ain’t music\nIt ain’t hittin like\nYou don’t feel it like\nIt’s like they don’t care now\nIt’s just something for you to hear now\nIt’s like the world shifted\nToo much confusion\nAnd when I lost the passion for music\nIs when my world ended\nI was distracted by trauma\nAll of the drama\nFrom girlfriends\nTo my momma\nFuckin my mind up\nTo hurting my health\nAnd seeing doctors\nDown to about 4, 5, 6 friends on the roster\nIt’s funny when you lit\nIt’s a whole line up\nBut this is part of the game\nI took the pen and I signed up\nBroke up with depression\nLet go my anxiety\nTurn my back on the devil\nAnd neglect the society\nFace a reality\nAccepting the pain inside of me\nNo more judging my honesty\nNo more judging my honesty\nRecovery on velocity\nThe liquor wasn’t hiding my pain\nIt was hiding me\nLooking at life like\nWhy would you lie to me?\nLike why would you lie to me?\nSpirit crack\nHeart broke\nMy love was on modesty\nDecaying my quality\nDecreasing my quantity\nCatching up to my truths\nFinally meeting my prophecy\nI swear to God\nLife was kicking my ass\nMay seem like I had it good\nBut mentally it was bad\nJust to get my brother back\nI’ll give up all of this cash\nAnd I’ll buy a flight\nJust to take a trip to the past\nTrust issues won’t change\nThat’s just something I have\nI keep a lawn mower\nJust to see the snakes in the grass\nAnd I build a fence\nJust to keep the snakes in the grass\nAnd I keep a hawk\nJust to eat the snakes in the grass\nDown on my deathbed\nBut God healing my fast\nHe got other plans for me\nThis just part of the task\nSmiling was a disguise\nThere was tears under that mask\nSuffocating inside for years\nUnder that mask\nNo regrets\nCause when I lost love\nI found peace\nWhen I finally dug deep nigga\nI found a beast\nSince 2020 I was losing\nI was down three\nI locked in\nFinished the album in 9 weeks\nThe streets hungry\nAs soon as I’m cooking\nThe town eats\nOnly my n*gas at the table\nCause they found seats\nHeal first\nFind peace\nFind keys\nMind free\nFirst step\nFind God\nNext step\nFind me